Tuesday, June 07, 2011
{ 8:24 PM }
i think i should feel hopeless and tired. just went to a few more childcare but there's still no news. why is it such a small matter require so much effort? maybe i'm useless..oh wells.
yesterday night, i did something i thought i would never have done in the past. but i thought i should let bygones be bygones. besides, i am guilty. i thought maybe i should do something to make myself feel better. if it is unsuccessful, then it's even better for me because i would feel like i have done my part and it's your fault now. i can then push the blame on others. why am i still giving myself excuses!
oh, tomorrow's the release of results. i guess i'll check it when the clock strikes 12. please wish me luck ok!:D